I’m not looking for another relationship. My grandpa Ed told me when Tiko died: “Don’t be too quick to get another husband, and don’t be too quick to get another dog.” My Uncle Bryan had a lot of wisdom that really clicked that same trip, but one piece that comes to mind and has really stuck with me is “two half people don’t make a whole people.” And that rings so true. In all honesty, I don’t have a lot of respect for people who don’t think they can flourish on their own, out of a relationship. I am eager to find my feet again, and excited to feel my old self-dependence and confidence in MYSELF. Anymore I DON’T have to consider another person and try to understand and empathize with someone who is such a mystery to me. I can do whatever I want. I just need to remember I CAN do anything. Somehow my confidence has severely diminished, and my beliefs in my capabilities as well. I know I can get these traits and thought patterns back, though, and I am determined to. I WILL remember that I am a total badass! ;D
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